Post by Darth Mistress™ on Jun 29, 2007 12:37:41 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,300]Words from me, Sheila [/glow]
I’ve always had a thing for the more depths & details about darkness & depression since most of my life was just that period. Being in loneliness for 15 years straight I’m quite knowledgeable of the feelings. So when I show off this emotion through my photos or drawings, its me expressing myself to everyone in another way that they never expect unless they look closely. Some people give me negative comments that sometimes do rub me the wrong way because they are so disrespectful. But I have to keep in mind that I can’t please everyone. And plus they do not know me personally to actually prove their statements about me in reality. I don’t always like to just base my photos of myself in darkness, sometimes I like to spice them up to the brighter side of life. But remember my photos point out a statement about myself if you take the time and think about what could this picture be trying to say out loud. And my drawings, well those will always be in full detail and looking as realistic as possible to the best of my abilities. So that’s another little fun fact that you just learned about me from my own words. Take me as I am and don’t just think I’m some no body for whatever reason. Because I’m well capable to someday be a real somebody then you had ever expected. Just wait and see, and you will see what I mean in time.
Since I was a little child I’ve always enjoyed looking through different kinds of magazines to see these people pose to express themselves. I wished for years to be able to do the same, but I never thought I was that pretty. I was always so negative on myself & believed I was ugly. But even though I am very negative on myself most of the time, I am a fighter, I will push myself to keep going. So I took control and fought on with improving my art skills as a drawing artist and hope that one day I will be pretty enough to pose in front of the camera. Not until I got my first digital camera for Christmas 2004 did I start expanding my art skills to photography. From there on I started doing little photo shoots of my own on my spare time just for fun. There was no profit involved with my photos or any requests to do them for, I did them for my own desire of trying new ways of being creative. Yea I have had some really hateful comments with my pictures that really bother me to the point it upset me. All I can say to those people is I have seen so much more revealing pictures than the ones I’ve done. Plus I am over the age of 18 so legally I am allowed to do what I please. People would pose nude for hours so artists would draw them, celebrities pose for magazine covers & photo shoots to have their face out there in the public eye. So why can’t I be able to be creative in my own way & take pictures of myself or with others? I can & I will if anyone likes it or not. I am my own individual & I will speak up for myself when necessary. If no one can expect me for who I am truly as a creative artist then I am sorry that I have disappointed you. But I will go on with my life and try to improve my photographic skills & more art skills to the best of my abilities can take me. Thank you for taking an interest in reading more about myself, I greatly appreciate it very much.
I’ve always had a thing for the more depths & details about darkness & depression since most of my life was just that period. Being in loneliness for 15 years straight I’m quite knowledgeable of the feelings. So when I show off this emotion through my photos or drawings, its me expressing myself to everyone in another way that they never expect unless they look closely. Some people give me negative comments that sometimes do rub me the wrong way because they are so disrespectful. But I have to keep in mind that I can’t please everyone. And plus they do not know me personally to actually prove their statements about me in reality. I don’t always like to just base my photos of myself in darkness, sometimes I like to spice them up to the brighter side of life. But remember my photos point out a statement about myself if you take the time and think about what could this picture be trying to say out loud. And my drawings, well those will always be in full detail and looking as realistic as possible to the best of my abilities. So that’s another little fun fact that you just learned about me from my own words. Take me as I am and don’t just think I’m some no body for whatever reason. Because I’m well capable to someday be a real somebody then you had ever expected. Just wait and see, and you will see what I mean in time.
Since I was a little child I’ve always enjoyed looking through different kinds of magazines to see these people pose to express themselves. I wished for years to be able to do the same, but I never thought I was that pretty. I was always so negative on myself & believed I was ugly. But even though I am very negative on myself most of the time, I am a fighter, I will push myself to keep going. So I took control and fought on with improving my art skills as a drawing artist and hope that one day I will be pretty enough to pose in front of the camera. Not until I got my first digital camera for Christmas 2004 did I start expanding my art skills to photography. From there on I started doing little photo shoots of my own on my spare time just for fun. There was no profit involved with my photos or any requests to do them for, I did them for my own desire of trying new ways of being creative. Yea I have had some really hateful comments with my pictures that really bother me to the point it upset me. All I can say to those people is I have seen so much more revealing pictures than the ones I’ve done. Plus I am over the age of 18 so legally I am allowed to do what I please. People would pose nude for hours so artists would draw them, celebrities pose for magazine covers & photo shoots to have their face out there in the public eye. So why can’t I be able to be creative in my own way & take pictures of myself or with others? I can & I will if anyone likes it or not. I am my own individual & I will speak up for myself when necessary. If no one can expect me for who I am truly as a creative artist then I am sorry that I have disappointed you. But I will go on with my life and try to improve my photographic skills & more art skills to the best of my abilities can take me. Thank you for taking an interest in reading more about myself, I greatly appreciate it very much.
